These last few days have honestly actually been very trying. One of the people on my team had to leave and it's made the few of us left on the team to work even harder to pick up the slack and keep on top of all the cleaning that needs to be accomplished in such a short amount of time. It's kind of hard to explain the details of how not having one person can really slow you down... but basically having an odd number on the team makes for a lot of work. If you think to keep our team in your prayers it would be greatly appreciated. I'm trusting God is going to provide exactly what we need in His perfect timing... but being the leader of the team makes the responsibility fall pretty heavily on my shoulders some days. I have two guys on the team I'm leading. One is from Serbia, and the other Connecticut.
Both guys have been such a blessing and God has been teaching me a lot. I definitely think one of the things God is trying to teach me this summer is to be able to know what my limits are and know when I need to slow down and even stop to take a break in order to not become burned out. That's one of the things I've always struggled with. It's like the opposite of being lazy. Both are equally bad and equally unhealthy. I'm always going, and always feeling like I need to be working. There's nothing wrong with working, in fact in most cases it helps me to stay focused on the important tasks and manage my free time. But there is a truth to overworking and becoming burned out and over-exhausted... and basically useless. Specifically the guy on my team from Serbia has become like an older brother to me and after running around the camp trying to sort everything out he will look at me, take me by the shoulders and say, 'you need to sit, you're going to get burned out. we'll do the work for two minutes. take a break, cora.' what a blessing it is to have someone like that in my life that is looking out for my well-being when I forget that I need to be. So, I'm taking some pointers and learning some lessons, and hopefully I'll be able to be able to more effectively self-regulate my exhaustion level.
I think I'm going to go sailing tonight, and we finally have some beautiful weather so I'm hoping to see an amazing sunset tonight. I worked a 10 hour day on Tuesday and was on call for about 5 hours of that... and we had a huge thunder and lightening storm... it was gorgeous... but not that much fun to get soaked in while riding a golf-cart haha
God Bless! I'll write again soon!
